This is to all my beloved friends

Have been a long time i didn't update this blog, yes as what i said this post is for all my friends :) Oh wait this one is for my beloved sister. She asked me who's doraemon and i don't wanna tell her then she used her phone to check the number oh shit she know who's that ): i hope she wont tell anyone ): Ya, now is my all about my friends. All my friends you guys told me you all love me cause i am a good friend, i can tell you guys i am not like seriously ): i feel that i am selfish, cause i am gonna leave without telling you guys. What a friend am i? I keep on saying i want to leave but yea at last i choosed not too. But, i am sorry this time is really i am leaving ): i just cant keep on staying here and make problems or even make people angry. You guys told me that i am not making problems to you guys i am just making happiness to you guy's life but i am sorry i cant accept that's the truth maybe for you guys yea i am making happiness to you all but for me its not. it's two different thing. Like just now how can i ever sent a message to my friend and tell him that we are not friend anymore? This can show that i am really now a good friend. I felt so sorry for him how can i ever say that to my friend especially is him? What i cant say is nothing i can't be his friend cause like i don't believe him. how can i? i had make a biggest mistake like seriously i shouldn't ): i think there shouldn't be any guy who liked me before. Just now i said happy birthday to one of my bro, ei siang and he asked me do you know that i still like you? i said i don't know cause i just feel so sad that why that's still people who liking me now? I got a little bit missed last year, with all my friends like yi sheng, sean, ming han,chia yi,en you,samuel. yea all the laughter around and we play around and yea talk to each other. Now i didn't even talk to sean ): hmm ming han,chia yi they all also seldom ): and en you he is in my class but i didn't talk to him ): what a friend am i? but yea this i am same class with tien chye once again :) he is my best bro he is the one who comfort me when i am having problem even he said he don't know what to say but just the cheer up, chill and some nonese! :) that's dy enough :) i am happy to have this best bro :D <3 i love you bro :) and joey! my jojo :) haha she always say why i hold her hand :) hah cause i like it, it seem like i am nearer to you :) yea all my friends i love you guys cause you guys like turst me a lot and you guys told me all your secret don't care who you are but yea you guys tell me every secret. I am so proud of myself that you guys trust me a lot! but i am seriously cant be the friend that you guys should trust :( i am so sorry to kenneth cause i ever say that SIGH i can do anything dy ): i am a failure ): hmm if kenneth ever see this hmm he will say i am negative :) hmm yea tommy is also one of my bro but he is not as good as tien chye!): he don't give me sweet he give to his girlfriend !): bad boy :)  hmm joey ILOVEYOU! for sharing all the secrets to only me ;) haha proud to know that :) ivy ILOVEYOUTOO! thanks for being my caring friends and pui yin too! ;D all my friends i hope you guys just wont be disappointed when you guys know i left. i will skype with you guys whenevr you all need me evem if its midnight i will wake up amd skype with you guys! you guys have really make my life :) without you guys i wouldn't have so happy like now and thank you kenneth for making me so happy for 7 months even we have go through all the pains and break ups. From what i think the god want us to be together but we are really cant anymore. Still thanks for all the caring and everything skype with at night yea that's really enough :) but what i did today was i didn't trust you and i had made a biggest mistake ): ihateit! ): sorry kenneth, i know you wont talk to me anymore i am really fail for doing that! ): as what i said regret is too late so i can only stop talking to him stop making him to be mad like seriously ): SORRY KENNETH!:(  yea again for another person yeow yeu gin! hmm i didn't know i will talk about him but today i am here to say sorry to him for ignoring his message all the while he sent me so many messages i didn't even reply once. hmm he didn't get mad he still kepp on sending thanks friend for doing that i don't need to wate credit cause you know i wont reply. charis! she is being my longest friend like seriously! :( i just received a message that my ting hong bro sent to me he asked me who i like now i said no one then he said how about kenneth then i told him we broke then he was like oh my god why?! you two looked match together and you two are so sweet. hmm what to do ting hong? we wont have the chance anymore :) everybody just say like that but hmm it cant change anything ;) oh yea talk about ting hong! :) we still contact each other :) he's the bro that i will sgare secret with :) hmm until now he still share secret with me and he only share with me :D what a bro i have ? :) all my friends just said i am a believable,lovable friend but i i know i am not. AND yea all my friends in my class scared of me when i am angry they said i looked scaring and when i am sad or emo i looked more scary ;) really? haha i don't know but everyone say it :) so when i got a little bit moody they will not say anything to me just make me laugh so what friends i and having ? ;D awesome they all really great like dunno what! :D hmm gonna go lunch with all my sis and bro on friday WEEHEE exam over! :) hmm it will be the last time i am going out with them hmm gonna change to my pe shirt ehehe :) and then turn to joey's house then charis's house and second day to sunway :) yeah! ;D oh yea doraemon! haven talk about doraemon yet! hmm he is @#$%^&* he sent me 12 messages today and after i came out from the hall and on my phone only i saw :) haha and i saw him walking with his friends and when he passed by me he said something to me and he scared his friends hear so he said it in a soft way :) i didn't know he will do that like seriously :) hmm it's enough for him :) ALRIGHT GONNA GO STUDY NOW I HAD WROTE A VERY LONG ONE AND I HAD WRITE THIS FOR 2 HOURS :) HMM I LOVE IVY TOMMY JOEY TIEN CHYE DORAEMON ALL MY FRIENDS AND KENNETH :D thanks for being so good to my life and hope you guys don't be disappounted after you guys know that i left. forgive my selfishness :( Bye bloggie <3