This is just for you :)

Today we didn't talk to each other and i just don't dare to talk to you anymore and the last message i sent you i also promised i wouldn't talk to you anymore cause you said it out Stop Talking To You. I know you're speechless and i am too that's also one of the reason i didn't talk to you.I know i should just forget you now and yea i am finding a way to forget you but it's really hard you always ask me to forget you and i am trying too you always said don't love you too much cause you're not worth and it will only hurt me but from what i think you're the only one who worth for me to wait for who worth for my tears who worth of everything. I am regretted that i ever sent the message asked us to end it here, WHY?! why everything is sweet and everything is good and i wanna say end it here? why babe why? I just hope you can give me a chance but you told me i can try to do anything but couple no and that's also the time my heart cracked and i can understand how you feel when i said end it here. I know such a bimbo what i did was all wrong. I don't know why i keep on repeating this when i am not changing myself. i only talk but i am not changing. Why?! Babe, i know i had told you this but i just keep on saying. I am happy and touched about happened Saturday. Your leg is warm and your leg had be my boaster that day, your skinny body be my i dunno what but when i hugging you i feel that nothing i can worry about cause that's you beside me. All the kisses that you gave me are all sweeter than all the sweet. Your face, your handsome face when took out your spec and lied on your bed it looked so handsome and funny :) i am really happy and wanna cry out just because of all your swetness and what you did to me ;D Babe, thanks for holding my hand thanks for stepping into my life and make my life become so great :) you walked out from you house walked for so far to look for me and walked out with me and go back yourself ): but yea you sms me when you were back home casuse i asked you to :) but you told me you went back home and sms me immediately cause you really miss me ;) how sweet are you babe? What you had did to me no one can ever do it. Even others did it to me it's just nothing for me but if it's you yea i will be crying in front of you and i will give you a tight hug and kiss you as long as i can ;) I love the last hug and kiss that babe give it to me. I don't know why but i just love it. It's like babe's lips covered my lips and kiss it and hug me so tightly. Babe tell me what can i do to make you even more happy? Yesterday i talked to doraemon yea he asked me the same question he asked me to accept him but i just don't understand why even if he is good but for me no matter how much things that you did to me no matter how many times i had hurt how many time you asked me to forget you but babe i tell you i just can't i am sorry to fall in love to you i am sorry for everything. Sorry cant seem to change anything, sorry cant make my babe to be happy, sorry can tell my dear don't get mad, don't be angry and don't be annoyed. Babe are the one who made me happy all this while and sad too babe :) but babe i will really be leaving, before that i really don't wanna leave because of you but just because of my word End It Here and everything spoiled. I just wish i am beside you now. Yea i still remember when you're playing the comp and i lied on your leg and you hug me too :) you touched my hair and i played your finger and i play with your soft face and you asked me you wan play piano isit? :) yes how i hope your face are piano so that i could play you everyday? Actually i should be going to my leg appointment but i didn't, the last day dy i should be there taking my medicine and everything but i just don't feel like going cause without you it will be more pain. Yea, as what you said, and me also i am finding someone who is better than you and go with him but you know what? i can't find any even doraemon the perfect one he don't seem good to me at all he's just nothing to me. How i wish i can just say yes to him now but i can't. You kissed chin to nose to forehead, babe you just cant get off from my mind. How i wish you can be mine once again but you had enough like seriously ): i shouldn't have do anything that hurt you sorry ): that's all i can say babe nothing at all ): how i hope i can call you now and play just the way you are for you but you wont answer my call. ): babe sorry ): and thanks a lot :) <3 iloveyou. This i can only keep in my mind. iloveyou iloveyou. <3 feel like kissing you and hugging you now just to make you smile :) rawr bye bloggie i don't think i will have chance to blog next time will be very busy studying and even skype, msn ): hmm ): i think it will be the last day for me today ): </3 bye babe ): <3